Losing Track, Finding Me (Slightly Off-Kilter)

[Verse 1] I missed my bus Then the next three Spilled my drink On some stranger’s sleeve Lost my keys In the same old jeans I keep finding ways To come apart at the seams [Chorus] I’m not okay in a cute way Kinda cracked but I still shine Laughing while I’m low Crying when it’s fine If I break down on a Tuesday I might bloom again by nine I’m not okay in a cute way But this crooked heart is mine [Verse 2] Therapist says “Try breathing slow” I nod like “Yeah I know” Scroll my phone Till my eyes burn red All these perfect lives Messing with my head [Chorus] I’m not okay in a cute way Kinda cracked but I still shine Laughing while I’m low Crying when it’s fine If I break down on a Tuesday I might bloom again by nine I’m not okay in a cute way But this crooked heart is mine [Bridge] One small win On a trash-fire day Text from a friend “Hey You okay?” I say “Not really But I’m still here” We both laugh softly Through the fear (yeah) [Chorus] I’m not okay in a cute way Kinda cracked but I still shine Laughing while I’m low Crying when it’s fine If I break down on a Tuesday I might bloom again by nine I’m not okay in a cute way And this messy Tender Tired Stubborn Crooked heart is mine