Quiet Room In My Head (Ballad Gentle)

[Verse 1] I left my bed unmade again Tea goes cold on the nightstand Scroll through a thousand perfect lives Forget I’m doing the best I can [Pre-Chorus] I’ve been hiding in plain sight Smiling with my jaw too tight But I wrote your name on a sticky note To remind me I’m not alone [Chorus] I’m not okay every day But I’m still here I’m still trying Breathing in Breathing out Even when my chest is tight and If my hands shake Let them shake Healing’s never clean or quiet I’m not okay every day But I’m not giving up tonight (oh no) [Verse 2] Sink full of dishes Weeks-old mail Therapist says “That’s not a fail” Getting out of bed can be a win So I count it like a medal on my skin [Pre-Chorus] I talk softer to myself Move the blame off of the shelf Little victories on the mirror frame “Made it through today” underlined my name [Chorus] I’m not okay every day But I’m still here I’m still trying Breathing in Breathing out Even when my chest is tight and If my hands shake Let them shake Healing’s never clean or quiet I’m not okay every day But I’m not giving up tonight (hey) [Bridge] Call a friend on the bathroom floor Say “I can’t fake brave anymore” You say “You don’t have to Stay on the line” And in your silence I feel mine [Chorus] I’m not okay every day But I’m still here I’m still trying Breathing in Breathing out Counting every small surviving If my hands shake Let them shake One more hour I can ride it I’m not okay every day But I’m not giving up I’m not giving up tonight (ooh)