Mind Like a Messy Room (Bedroom Fingerpicked)

[Verse 1] Coffee gone cold on the desk Same three texts I never send Scroll till my thumb feels numb Then start it all again [Pre-Chorus] I fold my fears into paper planes Throw them at the wall They boomerang Tell myself "it's fine It's fine" But my voice sounds strange [Chorus] My mind like a messy room Clothes on the floor and the curtains drawn But I'm finding a little broom One breath One thought One tiny yawn I don't have to fix it soon I just gotta leave the light turned on My mind like a messy room Still mine Still home [Verse 2] Therapist says "name that thought" I call it “doom” and laugh too hard Turn my panic into jokes So no one sees the scars [Pre-Chorus] I keep a list of the days I stayed Even when every part of me ached It's not brave It's just being here But that counts I guess [Chorus] My mind like a messy room Clothes on the floor and the curtains drawn But I'm finding a little broom One breath One thought One tiny yawn I don't have to fix it soon I just gotta leave the light turned on My mind like a messy room Still mine Still home [Bridge] If I make my bed today If I wash my face That's great If I only make it out To the mailbox That's okay (that's okay) [Chorus] My mind like a messy room Clothes on the floor but I'm singing along I am more than what I do More than the days when I feel all wrong I don't have to fix it soon I just gotta keep the light turned on My mind like a messy room Still mine Still home